probably as far as the yogis go, in their eyes this life and previous ones is illusion, so why bother pursuing an illusion
i love self-hyp-gnosis, but i'm told i'm not a good subject for hypnotherapy (as i have too strong a will?) - to me there is only NOW, which can include both the past and the future depending on which way i look, but this is another one of those awful disassociating practices where your humanity slips away and you have to work so hard to get compassion back
1500 whatevers is a lot of money to be told something about a past which, more or less, holds no real value to the present - i say if you want to know your past, know the self that is you now, as you are an amalgam of all that you were and you will also be changing in the future - a thousand people could examine your lifetimes and not get half the insights you will from examining it yourself
anyway, that's my 2cents - nagick stems from desire, and backed by the whole view of the inner self, the self that you are now, and knowing that self intimately is what's important, right? - so i suppose you could learn something about yourself from an examination of your physical past, but what about your spiritual past?
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ideas flit by like migrating butterflies, you watch them flap by and disappear, and there is always another that will come by eventually if you just slow things down a bit
slower, slower - head for the reedy bank of the time-stream
oh look, in this past life you were a peasant, covered in shit and shanked by some guard for supposedly getting shit on his horse as you passed, but you knew in your heart that you got no shit on his horse, but on him, and he never even noticed it
slower, slower - you are climbing up the bank, feeling the tug of the water of time less and less
balance is balance? - ooo in this other past life you were a nasty little bastard and made much bad karma! - your vicar says to pay him a dollar a day and you'll be forgiven - that matrix energetics guy says to mentally go back in time and poof change what you did back then to good! - but is the balance restored by good, or averaged out over time? - can past things even be changed or atoned for somehow? - does it change them back then?
slower, slower - you are on an island in the time-stream, and around you flows the past and the future
have you done something mean today to balance out the good things you did yesterday? - is the balancing of karma generating karma? - this could go on forever!
slower, slower - you are still pulled back into the river by the flowing current of time, you can smell it, feel it licking at your island, trying to dissolve it
entropy destroys creation - its as simple as that - the secong law of thermodynamics, the more you put things together, the more they tend to come apart - the real battle is not in past times time, or righting good or bad, it is a timeless battle against entropy
slower, slower, until the river stops pulling at you, and is no longer dragging you back in
time has stopped, but just as you think of it, an interruption throws you back, choking and gasping, into the river - dammit, its the telephone! - here, its for you...
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