QUOTE(Mir @ Nov 8 2010, 03:27 AM)
Hi, teopiltzin! I haven't been here for very long and have spent most of my time here lurking, but let me bid you welcome until a more experienced member of the community comes along. I hope you find what you are looking for here. It seems we are alike in age and aspiration (I would like to learn more about healing as well), but it looks like you are more experienced on a magickal level. Since I am hear primarily to learn, would you care to answer a few questions?
Firstly, since you say that you cannot find another word to describe yourself: how do you define shamanism? What makes you a shaman?
Secondly, as I see it shamanism requires a connection with nature. Is this true or is a connection with the spiritual world more important than a connection with the natural world? If nature is an important element, do you believe it is possible to practice a path like shamanism in a place lacking of nature, for example a city?
I do practice shamanism in a big city. It's a very dense experience, living in the city like this. But I do enjoy walks at the park and I can even do a ritual there whenever I can. Shamanism is a cross-cultural practice ranging back to the Paleolithic era when we were just cave men. Shamanism is the first religion and psychology. It is the first form of doctoring. In shamanism, we use our helping spirits, particularly your guardian spirit and accumulated spirit helpers, in order to heal the maladies of man. You could retrieve a power animal for a sick person, or practice shamanic extraction if the patient has been attacked by a sorcerer.
Shamans enter an altered state of consciousness through rhythmic drumming and rattling wherein the shaman goes into a deep trance state in order to facilitate visions of the cosmos where the shaman's soul is believed to leave the body and roam around in the spirit world through conscious effort on the part of the shaman.
Now, what makes me a shaman. Every day when I wake up a do a ritual. It's a rather small ritual, but if applied correctly, this ritual can take me places, literally hundreds of miles below the earth. And when I first touch the edge of the underworld, I cry tears of shamanic joy. I am a master of spirits and a master of ecstacy.That helps me use my helping spirits for the betterment of mankind. I think that makes me a shaman. I have visions, many many visions that hold the dearest of significance. I do my ritual every single day to the aztec gods and the nawales of the maya calendar. I worship the gods fervently and I shamanic journey to them as well as to my helping spirits.